I read about a couple with their IUD (intrauterine death baby) just now. sedih. Semoga Allah memberikan kekuatan buat mereka. 3years ago, bila lahirkan wardina, i used to feel that way too.. rasa bersalah for not being able to lahirkan wardina cukup bulan seperti ibu-ibu lain. You won't know the feelings..i even hampir give up my career at that time. That was how big the impact in my life.. Tetibe kene hentam lagi dengan fitnah dekat o&g department merepek time housemanship tu. Allah je la yang tahu time tu. Seriously, it was not easy.

Pada masa yang sama, one of my friend also giving birth at that time. Almost term baby (cukup bulan).. healthy baby with a good weight i would say.But somehow the baby passed away on day 7 of life due to infection (i cant recall). Then i met another girl , i'm not sure whether from blog/instagram/facebook.. a very beatiful lady she is. she told me she also delivered a premature baby. Allah da tentukan setiap perjalanan..her baby didn't make it. Condolences to both families..

I wake up when i saw them..ujian mereka yang Allah beri lebih dari ujian yang Allah beri pada kami. Walaupun hanya Allah yang mengetahui apa yang mereka lalui and macam mana mereka nak harungi. I believe that i need to be grateful..

Tomorrow is hari raya. Selamat Hari Raya Haji everyone. I have no specific plan for tomorrow. No baju raya either. Planning for rendang daging and nasik impit insyaAllah kalau rajin. Haha. Oh yes, i bought a kilogram of prawn from Kuantan. Siap ade sepit biru! Masak lemak udang wajib nih! :)

Bagi yang balik kampung, drive safely..take care of your kids and your health as well. Enjoy your Hari Raya. Assalammualikum.

Assalammualaikum..
it's been a while..tak sempat nak update blog. Busy dengan kerja dengan anak...So this is a random post i guess. Alhamdulillah, currently tengah proceed dengan beli rumah. Urmm..not a big house pun. Rumah subsale biasa je jadi pilihan kami. But it comes with a good price and good location as well, so why not kan? So,looking forward to pindah in few months time. (serabut dah kepala nak pikir pindah barang.huuuuu...)

I've been thinking to have a simple kitchen cabinet. i love cooking..eventho masak benda bodo-bodo je pun, tapi rasa macam nak proper dapur. Nanti kita tengok ape kata encik suami. Hari tu die pon macam agree je. Maklumla..simple kitchen aku ni complete le jugak dengan kitchen hood sume. hihi. I love something small, compact but proper yet elegant..chewahhhh.amik kau...tu lah banyak sangat tgk citer korea.hihi



I already delivered our 2nd child, my favourite hunny bunny yumpiyampiyam Imran Muhaimin. Almost 8 m.o..Imran selalu ada monday blues..bile monday je mula la taknak minum susu dekat rumah pengasuh. Pengasuh pun dah masak da dengan perangai imran. Muke comel, tapi nangis macam "kene pukul"..haha.. Imran dah start makan solid food. So,every week i need to prepare his food like for 1 week terus. Tak sempat nak masak everyday. Sorry imran darling :(.

Tapi he enjoys the food very much. He loves chicken porridge with all the carrots and potatoes..But this week anchovies porridge nampaknye imran tak berapa nak suka. Takpela..nanti Thursday ni mama masak lain pulak. Sebab thursday cuti.

I dont know why, or maybe it's only me..i'm not even 30y.o yet tapi da start suffer with bilateral knee pain. it is not really painful tapi memang rasa macam ada arthritis. keh keh.

lately, i'm sooo into jubah/muslimah dress gitu. Since before bersalin lagi actually dah start2 belajar pakai jubah. Kalau dulu, jubah la yang paling aku xbagi mak buat. Hehe..dunia dah berubah.. well, it is so comfy sampai bile pakai baju lain rasa tak comfortable da. Apepun, janji cik abang suke bini die pakai jubah .

Oklah, selain jubah sekarang perangai anak dara zaman mude mudi aku dah kembali. tak lain tak bukan melayan drama korea! hahaha. well, i'm pretty sure ade ramai gak mak-mak yang perangai macam aku kan.

Banyak nak cerita lagi,tapi nanti la kite sembangkan..tak tahulah ade lagi ke pembaca di sini. Kindly share your thoughts with me! K Bye!