Assalammualaikum..

Having a premature baby is a tough situation. Those who don't own premature baby won't know the experience, the feelings. It involves not only mentally challenges but emotionally as well..

Yes, my baby is a premature baby..

Yesterday, i went to a kenduri. It was my aunt's ceremony. Thus, by hook or by crook i do need to attend.

There, in the hall area..lying cute lil boy baby in a 2 in 1 car seat-rocker. I don't care. All my thought is for wardina..I put wardina on cute flowery carter's gown. She looked so pretty with a headband..



I breastfed her in one of my auntie's room. After that, my auntie offered to look after her so that i cud hv my meal. I agreed. Auntie put her on a small comforter..lying down under the fan..She looked so happy. Flapping her hands and foots..as if people were playing with her.

I didn't even finish my meal (which is my daily routine when i heard wardina's cry)..I washed my hands..ran into her..There she was..continue smiling again..

Then came one old nenek.. cradling her grandchildren.one lil boy..She said that her grandchildren is same age as wardina..but he much much more bigger. " Tengok dua orang budak ni..beza la sangat..padahal sama umur.."..

I told her..my baby is a premature baby. Her weight was only 1.4kg when she was born.

Then she started to put that baby beside wardina.." Ha adik..belasah dia..belasah dia.."

Assalammualaikum..